I'm slipping more and more into this horrible feeling. I feel miserable. and I don't know what it is.
I don't want to post where anyone i know in real life will read. I hate letting them down, when they find out i'm not feeling strong. It ruined my last relationship and it's ruining this one. I can't get close to her I always want to be alone lately. then I crave people.
They keep wanting me to think conceptual. Think conceptual. Asking me to think in their definition of conceptual. My pieces before meant nothing because it wasn't the deep level they had in mind. They want the message of the art work deep enough to were it means something,